Did you enjoy high school?

well honestly, i just joined a new school this year, prep school to be exact. well when i first joined, i was thirlled and ecstatic because it was new, i didnt know anyone, which means i wouldnt be carrying any grudges. i didnt expect clicks, i expected this happy utopian world where everyone was pretty much fair and nice to everybody. i was wrong, wrong as heck, because as the year progressed i learned how untrue this was! people are just backstabbing who think they are the **** because they are in thier own cliques. its not fun, really, to go to school everyday to try to "work your way up" the social ladder by doing what cliques think are "appropriate". its like, u just cant be truly social/ yourself, ur constantly on the lookout for who u are around and ur constantly self-restrained. i hate school, i really do! and even though prep school is a hundred times better in terms of fairness and people in comparison to public school, it still is. ridiculous. i mean, i understand if u are comfortable talking to certain people, but rejecting others simply because they arent a part of ur "clique" is disgraceful! and now, ive got invited to this girls party, and i feel more anxious than excited, b/c when im at that party i'll have to be on the "lookout" for everything i say and do.